May I Live Or Not..

       May I Live Or Not..

Perhaps, it'd be me knowing better than anyone else about me,
Still, I'm in a doubt to take next morning's sip of the tea.
At the moment, my outward figure has arrested my soul.
I was not giving my soul revealed from the life's role.

May I live or not..
I allow me to dream on & striving those to come true.
My emblem of willing to live shouldn't be abating till I exist,

Any of my dream seeking pale, then I eye for a required cue.
Will of living in natural fragrance lies in my personal list.
May I live or not..
Might be I can't see next ''dawn's chorus under a cloudy world?''
Nevertheless, feasting every moment not lesser than a kingly canon!
In carelessness duration, none of a king can dare to show me sword!
Also in such a case, my life or carelessly me may perplexed to lead me 'on'!

May I live or not..

Me for my parents, still in a sotto voce sigh,

They consider my disappointed heart very easily.
If I be in tomorrows or not, my parents will never comprehend me as an enemy.
Albeit, they'd be passing through a worst time span just by reason when I'll not be!
If I live, always pray to my parents alike a lord & let them feel proudly.
May live or not..
Other than the worldly relationships, I need a pretence to live indeed.
Till my heart is my better half, I don't care myself even when I need.
A crushed heart costs more than just a simple heart!
It's by a reason of heart which postures many art.
May I live or not..
I'll remain a noble habit in me until I leave myself,
While leaving the world, perhaps I need nobody's help.
You people will really blessed by my masterpieces after me!
Assuring you all I'll be with you after demised, like a 'yew tree'.