May I Live Or Not..

       May I Live Or Not..

Perhaps, it'd be me knowing better than anyone else about me,
Still, I'm in a doubt to take next morning's sip of the tea.
At the moment, my outward figure has arrested my soul.
I was not giving my soul revealed from the life's role.

May I live or not..
I allow me to dream on & striving those to come true.
My emblem of willing to live shouldn't be abating till I exist,

Any of my dream seeking pale, then I eye for a required cue.
Will of living in natural fragrance lies in my personal list.
May I live or not..
Might be I can't see next ''dawn's chorus under a cloudy world?''
Nevertheless, feasting every moment not lesser than a kingly canon!
In carelessness duration, none of a king can dare to show me sword!
Also in such a case, my life or carelessly me may perplexed to lead me 'on'!

May I live or not..

Me for my parents, still in a sotto voce sigh,

They consider my disappointed heart very easily.
If I be in tomorrows or not, my parents will never comprehend me as an enemy.
Albeit, they'd be passing through a worst time span just by reason when I'll not be!
If I live, always pray to my parents alike a lord & let them feel proudly.
May live or not..
Other than the worldly relationships, I need a pretence to live indeed.
Till my heart is my better half, I don't care myself even when I need.
A crushed heart costs more than just a simple heart!
It's by a reason of heart which postures many art.
May I live or not..
I'll remain a noble habit in me until I leave myself,
While leaving the world, perhaps I need nobody's help.
You people will really blessed by my masterpieces after me!
Assuring you all I'll be with you after demised, like a 'yew tree'.

Thine Grace And Me..

Thine jet black eyes with demeanor figured appearance,
And me,Being an unknown lover of thee.
Thine unpredictable lips,seems arresting experience.
And me,watching you secretly as a calm sea. 

Thine jet black eyes with demeanor figured appearance,

And me,Being an unknown lover of thee. 

Thine unpredictable lips,seems arresting experience.

And me,watching you secretly as a calm sea.

Thine curled eyelids hath a quiddity expression,

And me,feasting her glimpses with full of glee.

                 She has taken me under her custody,still she is unknown about my love!

And me,considering herself just as a pixie which seeking me belove.
     In college periods, she caresses her waving hairs sitting beside me when wind passing through windows.
And me,with love in eyes experiencing as in pixie's palace,but can't propose my bimbo!
Yet,She has billions of internal beauties and good thoughts but was still too far,
And me,if I'd have been a billionaire, then I must gift her an expensive car.
Now,Her college life is terminated with me but not the memories of those,
And me,after college life still allowing me & heart to go for that propose.

An Act Of 17th Oct.!!

Those were the exulting days preceding 17th October, when 'he' was acquiring everything which he desired,

Perhaps, on that Aurora of 17th Oct, 'he' might be sensing that day as same as before,

Being an 'oblivious human being', off to 'his' slumber in beauty of dawn & seeks the tweeting bird.

Stepping up towards school, he hearkens mourning tones, gets back to the home & looks demised MA's sore!!
That was An act of 17th Oct.!

At the situation, just not 'himself' but the words had drowned in the flood of tears with agony.

'He' can not even cry, that deepest tragic incident was in front of 'him' & was helpless with lonely.

Now, he 'himself groans escape' , crying hearts out & fell down the ground!

That pain can make teary eye to that Almighty, who made 'him' solely!

Till the night, 'he' became 'voice cave' by crying sound!
That was An act of 17th Oct!

He was a dependently boy,but yet he had to become an independent.

God called his mother to lead in heaven but her life was insufficient.

Mother's love, devotion & blessings will always with him.

That moment was undoubtedly full of lamentation & nature's sin.
That was An act of 17th Oct!!

No experiences of joy was passing in his dreams,

When 'he' used to feast with mother of 'ice- creams'.

Sure,She is watching you from that holy heaven & hence,

Mother as a Goddess in the heaven is testing your Patience!

We'll meet again,when God me take in the same place!
And That is also An act of 17th Oct.

[I've written this poem for the tribute of my Brother alike Friend's Mother.] Rest In Peace, aunty.

My View On Religion.

My views would probably be shocking for you in the aspects like religion!! Albeit,a queer fish asked me 'who are you'?? I perplexed that how should I tell about myself!! Mentioning name or religion?? Cause most of people often use to point out religion from names. How embarrassing is it!! Whenever the word 'religion' strikes on mind,the circumstances spontaneously become odd a bit. Religions are made to provide the progress to  humanity,not to separate people's ideas & to categorize people on the basis of religion. By the way,I told my name to him. If today's aware people start comprehending the difference between religion & humanity, then never communal harmonies would have occurred. My idea for religion is very much shocking maybe. I always intend if there were no religion then humanity would have been the PRIME aspect!! 'Cause the huge amount of communal violence have done for religion,by religion & of the religion!! People are still sleeping cause they can't see the differences between religion & humanity. They will be sleeping until they understand the main motto of every religion, that is, Peace,Peace & Peace.
We've born initially as a human not as a religious body.Speeches from any sources can not help for those people who blindly & fanatically drowned in their own religion.
As per me,'RELIGION IS AN IMAGINATION ASSUMED BY THE PEOPLE.'
               We all are the same because, we live in the same earth & we take the breadth of the same air.

Me & The Natural Beauty.

As the sun gets up,my thought fought a lot in me with nature & till the sunsets,I find naught!
Me & the natural beauty.
How's the birth of the earth,How's the sun gives me fun,How's the sky so high/nigh & how does the water make me flatter?
Me & the natural beauty.
Always gaining freshness in the cool air blowing,the clouds pandiculating & waving everywhere in the bluish sky seeks tantamount a beaty Queen!
Me & the natural beauty.
     While raining,the tapping sounds of rain droplets in dales feel musically impression,moreover the kids rambling paper ships in water gullies remind my childhood.
Me & the natural beauty.
Surrounded from the crowding people, still couldn't recognize the unnamed world of nature!
Me & the natural beauty.
The unseen wind flowing here & there sounding a lot & making trees dance so I glance adorably.
Me & the natural beauty.
The lovely 'tweeting doves' thieve my pangs & furnish me with full of joy,again 'these' get coy.
Me & the natural beauty.
The freshness of the beautiful Winter & me wearing a hot sweater,Endless nights of summer & TWO UNKNOWN LOVER.
      That is....
Me & the natural beauty.

Copycat.

Mr. Jagan Mukharzee is a highly respected lawyer in his service durations & yet too. He was near about 80 when he gets occasionally paralyzed! He was at a high post standard Lawyer in his service age.The criteria & canon that Jagan used to think & his wittily speakings  made him a different lawyer & espacially a great human full of natural qualities.The Maxim 'Honesty is the best Policy' befitted over him.Oily & sticky hairs with an average height was his figurative personality. His real life was not different from his business. Jagan had faced poverty in his own house in boyhood. He studied his primary education in home because of financial problem. He was married in his earlier age & his better half left the world when Jagan was of 38 . After losing his wife,Jagan adopted a baby child too,so that he could not miss his wife much.Anyway, he kept missing his wife & focused only on his business,Lawyering & couldn't get time for his son's caretaking & studies. Before retiring from job,his two sons were happily married & an 'adopted' daughter to be married. When Jagan get paralyzed, the every responsibilities came on Milind's(The first son) shoulders.Milind Mukharzee was a witty,simple,
educated & of supportive natured man.Milind was the only caretaker of his Father & he didn't wanted any servant to take care of his father,because Milind never wanted to compromise with father's health in illness. Soon,his sister's marriage came. Milind did his part supremely in his sister's marriage as expected. Everyone appreciated him.In a party of sister's marriage, there was a function of giving best wishes to new wedded couples.Each of the relatives & the friends were blessing them for a better life. But,it was Milind with the help of a servant lapped his Father & coming to award blessings!Aah! What an emotional moment...A devil would have emotional.A paralyzed old man awarding blessings to his daughter in son's lap. Relatives were teary eyed & Jagan's daughter Purna Mukharzee was continuously mourning & wiping her tears. The wedding had terminated. Milind, Being out of luck, having so immense talent & educated, was an unemployed person!! He had a son of 22 years studying in any other city.Employed people of his society used to come in his house to argue on any topic,especially on political issues. Everyone respected him & mediocrities felt jealous from him which made him more powerful. Many of Milind's college time friends offered him for better jobs but he always denies. His wife accompanied on every ladders of life.She was also honest & simple.
       Huge amount of people wanted to copy Milind's nature but they failed & destroyed their own nature too,even his own brother copied him which was totally embarrassing. Although,he was an unemployed, but he never made it his weakness.Milind had a good sense of education but he was deprived of a good pioneer with a good father.
                     Whereas,the second son named SIKAND was 'LUCKILY' employed.His father Mr. JAGAN anyhow managed to Sikand as a Government clerk in his own office of Lawyers.Here,Jagan's honesty seeks pale! But,he was compelled to do so,because the first son was an unemployer.  But being son of a respected father,so nobody forced him to work or never behaved as a clerk in his office.As a result, he started understanding himself as a Pure LAWYER! Also,Sikand used  flattering & 'Curry favoured' to his staff members. He thinks if he'll allure other people then many of them will know about him & he shall be a popular man.It was shown in his sister's marriage when he was cajoling others through Idle words except helping his brother.He had been a Petty thinker & such people guess themselves as an intellectual.By the way,he had a son & a daughter & she was elder than her brother.
    Sikand bought a costly pet.His united family accepted that but Pet's meal had been costly! Sikand never used to feed the pet from his own money & it was astonishing & disappointing too.Milind somehow manages pet's costly meal through his Dad's Pension. It had been continuing.
                  After two months,he again bought a pet too. Milind says him to remove one pet of them but he didn't answer at least. Disappointed Milind removes one pet. Sikand didn't find it fair & argues with his brother. But Milind terminates the argument wittily. 'Our house is not PETA'.
     Yet 81 years aged Jagan demised. Sikand was moaning like his caretaker,then Milind gives him sympathy & says,'Oh gosh,Strange! I'm telling you STONE but you....you are melting like a CANDLE. '
       Days kept passing & minor spats from Sikand was passing too. Milind's wife says Milind to leave the house & stay somewhere else. But Milind disagrees & scolds her too!
One day,Sikand crossed his limits & quarreled with Milind.
Sikand: You'll be begging when you would get more older!
This viewpoint hurt Milind's heart! Both were living in then same united house but had separated viewpoints. One had sound quality of views & the another had cheap views. Milind advised Sikand not to copy him,'You're Sikand not Milind,so be the same otherwise you'll be like an acrimonious man.'
Sikand glares Milind & murmurs something & goes from there.
Milind(with sorrow) : Again he didn't get the exact point. Oh! This unfortunate time.
                It was an eve of a day,when Sikand was off to his duty & coming home,suddenly he sees many of the friends of his society was at his home & talking from Milind.He finds it weird. Before he spoke something,the society people started Word of Advice to him.But when Milind glances to Sikand,he told people to let them go.Sikand seeks about to weep! Milind says,You can compete with everyone but can't his creativity! You're a good man & can be more better but don't compete with anyone, compete in yourself to do your best.
Sikand wordlessly departs the place & moves to his room.Next morning, he didn't go to his office. Even he didn't take his meal of dinner!As it gets noon,Sikand comes in front of Milind & couldn't the eye got to his brother. Milind asks him what happened?
Sikand hugged him & wept too much & begging up for his apology.
O! Come on,don't be a kid,you're my brother & we've to spend whole life with dignity. How meek you are! I was feasting the life but it was you who was suffering. You're a good hearted man & I feel proud to be a brother like you!
                           After two months, everything was well balanced & yet Sikand was not doing his job as before he was doing! Milind & Sikand had a great brotherhood now.
   

               
            

Yellow Me Khelo!

When 'yellow' mates come to the ground,
Come On,lets cheer them with loud sound.
Oh,the blasters Defend also they Goal,
Allow yourself to shout from your soul.
Now,Blasters strike Goal,say Boom Boom Boom,
And we start jumping from Room,Room,Room.
Yes,that 'kick' went like a Rocket,
Raise your hands out of the pocket.
          Yeah,my Blasters fellow,
          And,Yellow Me Khelo.

The August 19

       The August 19

It was the August 19 when the Almighty called thou to lead the heaven.
Thou wouldn't have stood in want of heaven,perhaps the heaven require to thee.
I cried,we cried not for showing off our flooded tears but it was your death's leaven.
You demised felt as I died & desired to get rid of this nominalised oblivion world as a sea.
I was wilted due to your sudden death,I moan with agony.
On that moment,I find myself helpless & lonely.
Sure,there would be a time when we will meet again!
When your God will also call me in the same heaven!
Oh gosh! The golden times we spent would be unforgettable.
The life experiences we shared with thee shall be lamentable.
The supreme creator calls the noble souls first as expiration to provide salvation.
My heart & internal attachment shall follow you in every direction with full affection.

 But,the story will always on!
[In the dedication & remembrance of my Brother: SOM PRAKASH SINGH(2000-2013).]
              

Was It Loneliness?

A day, I felt everything calm & quiet &  randomly I shouted out loudly, I got my voice back in return!
                    Perhaps,it was loneliness....
A day again, kindled a big flame & watching it, after a split of a second it turned off & time had become from night to morn.
                        Perhaps,it was loneliness....
The fragrances of winds were perceiving tame & penetrating like Thorn.
                    Perhaps,it was loneliness....
Eventually, taking alcohol as a sot,toxically saw the big wine bottle ended but not mind filling,put down wine's urn.
                   Perhaps, it was loneliness....??
                           ~Tanuj Singh
Title-#Was_It_Loneliness.

My observation for you!

I haven't told you so but noticed  ;   Yeah,I use to observe the demeanor of many of my chums. But the friend who impressed me most is my friend Subhash. He is a bit stylish & very charmed personality in terms of dressing sense. He dresses himself as per his elegant face. Also,after having shower, he uses a perfect enchanting scent(I'll not advertise),which is madly good. Another thing which makes him special for me is his bike driving.Though,SUBHASH bothers about traffic but he loves to pick up speed in straight roads! I think,he loves biking with me. Eventually,he is a well dressed dude.
Know about me..
Free thinker with Witty thoughts!Very fond of sports/reading/composing poems & writing stories.I need not to be popular,popularity needs me though!

'Can I Have A Selfie?'

'Never realized you're also a student',did you get it?
           The roaring tone terminates as Ben Herrared (Peter's Grand Pa) switches off his phone!
           Dad,you're looking anxious, is there any problem? Peter's widow mother (Jammy Herrared) enquires from Ben giving a cup of coffee.
Ben: Your...your son hasn't quality of getting knowledges & zero in studies!
Jammy: What did he did this time?
Ben: Can't you see this 'warning letter' from his college? I don't know how do he pass his exams?
Jammy: Oh! That's happened again.Peter's attendance is a bit short this semester.
Ben: Yea. I don't know why did he join an expensive 'Acting Club' there?
Jammy: He was very fond of acting,you should not be unknown Pa! His father admitted him in 'kid's Acting Academy' other than the school. And Peter qualified for super eights in 'acting championships'!
            Jammy gets teary eyed while talking with Ben because she mentioned his husband 'Adam herrared' during the small talk. Ben meekly replies again to console her & distracts her viewpoints.
Ben: Yet,Peter is well matured because from last 2 years he's studying away from home,i mean,in hostels.
             After a moment, Jammy breaks her ice & wipes her tears.
Jammy: Yup,possibly he should.
           The watch Bell rang suddenly.
Ben: Oh! Its 5:00 pm now,i should go for my evening walk.
     Ben takes his stick & was about to go,but Jammy says to complete his coffee. Ben denies hesitatingly & departs the home for his eve walk.
     As Ben departs,Jammy made a call to Peter from her phone. As soon Peter spoke, his mother talked about the warning letter! For a while,Peter surprises but starts managing satisfy to his Mom.
Jammy: Your Grand pa seemed disappointing from that letter.
Peter: Then I was absolutely right!
Jammy: When did your results of 2nd half yearly exams are declared?
Peter: It would take several days.
Jammy: Do you take classes regularly?
Peter: Yeah,I do never miss a single class of Acting.
Jammy: Ohk. But assure yourself in 'Acting Career'.
Peter: Ok Mom. Its time to acting rehearsal classes for me! Bye.
         Jammy satisfyingly starts managing for night meals!
         After a week,at afternoon, Jammy randomly switched on her  T.V. ,she watched her son in an advertisement!! She loudly calls Ben & show him that add. Both had Pride & Joy too & so they continuously watching the T.V. whole day. The same day at 9:00 pm,Grand pa made 6 times call to Peter but it was missed!!
        The next morning, it was almost 11am,Grand PA's phone rang! He also neglected his call. After some calls,he started make calls to his mom.
          Now,mom's phone rang!! Before she takes,Grand PA glared her & she has to miss the call too! It was just as just like a pin- drop silence in his home. Suddenly,Ben takes a call & shouted on him.
Ben: You consider yourself a 'Big Man' after doing a short advertisement & you don't need us,i think!
Peter: Listen to me please,please Grand pa.
  Ben put down his phone before Peter speaks!!
Peter: Ah! Bull shit!
         The whole day was going wasted & pale! Not for Peter, but for Ben & Jammy.
Although, Peter left a message to his grand pa with a video!!
  He wrote in the message "Would be busy whole day,a gift to you on behalf of me".
Ben: He sent a message saying not able to take calls. He misunderstands that we'll call him.
Jammy: Why is he busy these days & why we'll not call him?
Ben: Probably he is a 'Big Man'! Albeit, I'm gonna watch his video message!
       Ben glances the video & get shocked! It was a trailer of a movie & it'd to reveal tonight at 7:00 pm! The title of the movie was 'DOT' (Dawn Of Twilight) & Peter had lead role in that!!
         It was 2pm & Ben took his stick & said again
Ben: I'm going for my 'evening walk'.
Jammy: Going for eve walk or meeting with a 'Big Man' .
             Ben silently departs & reaches to the city (Where trailer has to released) . He joined the fan club & cheering for two hours!
             At 7:00 pm,the 'Same Video' released,but in front of thousands of fans & viewers!
         Ben was eagerly waiting for the moment that when Peter would come!
   At the end,when Ben efforts to break the queue but the protectors catch him! Fortunately, Peter sees him & let him come to meet!
Peter: Grand pa,you're here!??
Ben (Kissing his forehead): I apologize my boy! I was really unknown with your talent. I'm embracing that i never trust over you!
Peter: And that worked as an advantage for me & I'm blushing!
Ben: You're really a 'Big Man' & can you do me a favour?
Peter: Sure,grand pa.
Ben: Can I've a selfie with you?
Peter: Haha,sure Grand pa!

                    By~ Tanuj Singh.

    And that's the end of the story!

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Self maxims[Top20]

1- 'Life' is a flaring flame with limited oil,where the wind is struggle. One day,the oil has to terminate!
2-'Religion' is just an imagination assumed by the people!
3- Behind a cute face,there is another 'face' characterising reality & that never hides!
4- Any succeeder,after success has to be more gentle & meek instead of being proud or the same!
5- People change, the time never,
     Don't blame time,change yourself forever.
6- The present culture of juveniles is a disappointing 'time' for the 'time' & well experienced people experience these all. It doesn't deprive of examples!
7- The point from where the 'race' turns off,it turns on from the same point as well. Let the 'race' transposed by 'Life'!
8- Sound minds respect from those whom they love & love those who hate them.
9- It's pretty good to be important for everyone, but initially it's really important to be good.
10- I can struggle,but never give up! 'Wait' can 'Await' & tire down but I'll be the same.
11- The less you observe,the less you imagine & the less you imagine,the less you think!
12- There is no difference in mandir,Medina & church neither,there is contrast only in the views of people & that can separate the society!
13- The time you spend in anyone's evilness,spend it in the self elevation & progress. You might be more successful & genuine.
14- The basic thing of study is to 'single out' the differences between Good & Bad,apply your own idea!
15- 'Peace' is the most honest & best enchanting masterpiece activity. Either it's your fav. Tune or show. And being in peace, we can easily recognize our present & plan your future!
16- Where is emotion,there is Love.
17- Give your Good time to someone if you wish to do something for anyone.
18- On any issue,a thinker never needs partiality. It's poison for him.
19-
For a 'good' critic,be a good admirer & for a 'good' admirer,be a good critic! Confusing? Be a 'good' man I meant.
20- Excitement should be as per circumstances! Apply brain control for in such situations.